\u201cKronik\u00eb n\u00eb gur\u201d ishte romani i par\u00eb q\u00eb kam lexuar n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. Isha f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Q\u00eb nga ai moment, Kadare nuk doli m\u00eb kurr\u00eb prej meje. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ikja e tij n\u00eb Franc\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb fillim vjeshte 1990 p\u00ebr mua, adoleshent 16 vje\u00e7ar, qe nj\u00eb tronditje dhe moment final p\u00ebr refuzim t\u00eb komunizmit. Nuk ishte zgjedhje racionale. I besova atij dhe pik\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Po at\u00eb vit shkollor, pa r\u00ebn\u00eb ende komunizmi, kam patur nj\u00eb m\u00ebsues let\u00ebrsie fantastik n\u00eb gjimnaz q\u00eb na m\u00ebsoi si ta lexonim Kadaren\u00eb. Si ta lexonim at\u00eb q\u00eb ishte mes tekstit, pas tij. Mu duk sikur m\u00eb dha \u00e7elsin q\u00eb hapte nj\u00eb bot\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Rilexova me nj\u00eb frym\u00eb s\u00ebrish gjith\u00e7ka kisha lexuar prej Ismailit deri at\u00ebher\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kuptova sa i zi ishte komunizmi. M\u00eb dukej si nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim dantesk me Kadaren\u00eb si Virgjilin tim p\u00ebrkrah. Nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtim n\u00eb viset e tmerrit komunist. M\u00eb \u00e7onte larg n\u00eb koh\u00eb e hapsir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb sa keq isha n\u00eb t\u00eb tashmen n\u00eb vendin tim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndryshe nga autor\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb disident\u00eb q\u00eb disidenc\u00ebn e kishin t\u00eb drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb, zgjodha Kadaren\u00eb sepse nuk m\u00eb tregonte \u00e7far\u00eb duhej t\u00eb mendoja, por m\u00eb shtyu t\u00eb mendoja vet\u00eb kund\u00ebr komunizmit. P\u00ebr mua kjo ishte m\u00eb e madhe, m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme, m\u00eb e q\u00ebndrueshme dhe me ndikimin m\u00eb afatgjat\u00eb tek un\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb m\u00ebsoi se sa shum\u00eb e shkuara sh\u00ebrben p\u00ebr te kuptuar t\u00eb sotmen. Se mund t\u00eb shkruash p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebn duke zb\u00ebrthyer apo fshikulluar t\u00eb tashmen. Sepse gjithmon\u00eb, edhe sot n\u00eb demokraci \u201ceuroatlantike\u201d ka censur\u00eb, shtet\u00ebrore, shoq\u00ebrore, madje brenda partis\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb gjykon e nuk t\u00eb le t\u00eb lir\u00eb t\u00eb zgjedh\u00ebsh mendimin t\u00ebnd. Me m\u00ebsoi se \u00e7far\u00eb flatrash fantastik\u00eb ka fantazia p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur krahasimin e duhur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kam menduar shpesh pas 1990 q\u00eb Ismaili nuk ishte politikan. Nuk kam qen\u00eb dakord me q\u00ebndrime t\u00eb tij. Por fundja pse nj\u00eb shkrimtar i madh duhej t\u00eb ishte patjet\u00ebr politikan i madh. P\u00ebr fat ai ishte gjigand n\u00eb artin e tij. Kaq m\u00eb mjaftoi gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos censuruar lirin\u00eb e tij me gjykimin tim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb her\u00eb vajza e madhe m\u00eb ftoi n\u00eb klas\u00ebn e saj n\u00eb gjimnaz t\u00eb flisja p\u00ebr Kadaren\u00eb. Fol\u00ebm p\u00ebr fillin e nacionalizmit dhe rezistenc\u00ebs q\u00eb lidh romanet \u201cK\u00ebshtjella\u201d, \u201cKronik\u00eb n\u00eb gur\u201d, \u201cGjenerali i ushtris\u00eb s\u00eb vdekur\u201d, \u201cDimri i vetmis\u00eb s\u00eb madhe\u201d dhe \u201cKoncert n\u00eb fumd t\u00eb dimrit\u201d. Pash q\u00eb edhe pas shum\u00eb vitesh nga adoleshenca, m\u00eb rr\u00ebmbeu pasioni. E kam dashuruar at\u00eb iluzion madh\u00ebshtie t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb q\u00eb Kadare ngjizte n\u00eb flet\u00ebt e librave t\u00eb tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M’u b\u00eb shum\u00eb qejfi disa vite me pas q\u00eb klasa e vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb vog\u00ebl kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb projekt let\u00ebrsie n\u00eb gjimnaz, ia kishte \u00e7uar e ai e kishte par\u00eb projektin dhe e kishte fiksuar me nj\u00eb foto. Ndoshta ky ka qen\u00eb kontakti m\u00eb i af\u00ebrt q\u00eb kam patur me Ismailin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kurr\u00eb nuk kam gjykuar njeriun Kadare. Madje kurr\u00eb nuk e takova as p\u00ebr nj\u00eb autograf. Kisha frik\u00eb se mos thyhej miti i Kadarese brenda meje. Nuk do t\u2019ia lejoja as Ismailit ta thyente at\u00eb mit. E q\u00eb sot, ai \u00ebsht\u00eb v\u00ebrtet nj\u00eb mit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E di q\u00eb ka njer\u00ebz q\u00eb nuk u p\u00eblqen, q\u00eb nuk e duan, q\u00eb e kritikojn\u00eb madje flasin edhe me mllef e urrejtje. Shpesh nuk kam shkruar sepse kam dashur t\u00eb shmang komentet brutale q\u00eb i l\u00ebshojn\u00eb si shigjeta t\u00eb helmatisura . Sot shkruaj se Ismaili nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb dhe m\u00eb ka l\u00ebn\u00eb pas Kadaren\u00eb tim. Shpresoj q\u00eb kush ka qytetari, ta respektojn\u00eb zgjedhjen time n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u201cadio\u201d por askush nuk ma prek dot zgjedhjen dhe lirin\u00eb p\u00ebr ta shprehur. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk kam qen\u00eb tek \u201cSokaku i t\u00eb marr\u00ebve\u201d. E nuk e di n\u00ebse do t\u00eb dua t\u00eb shkoj e ta shoh n\u00eb realitetin e sot\u00ebm. Sepse n\u00eb imagjinat\u00ebn time, e zbres at\u00eb sokak ku \u00e7do port\u00eb, n\u00eb vend t\u00eb emrit t\u00eb familjes, ka nj\u00eb titull t\u00eb Kadares\u00eb q\u00eb aq bukur na e la at\u00eb sokak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Q\u00eb sot, Kadare shkruan kronik\u00ebn e tij n\u00eb qiell. Lamtumir\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201cKronik\u00eb n\u00eb gur\u201d ishte romani i par\u00eb q\u00eb kam lexuar n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. Isha f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Q\u00eb nga ai moment, Kadare nuk doli m\u00eb kurr\u00eb prej meje. Ikja e tij n\u00eb Franc\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb fillim vjeshte 1990 p\u00ebr mua, adoleshent 16 vje\u00e7ar, qe nj\u00eb tronditje dhe moment final p\u00ebr refuzim t\u00eb komunizmit. Nuk ishte zgjedhje racionale. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1089,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1088","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-mendimi-yt"],"yoast_head":"\n