K\u00ebng\u00ebtarja e mir\u00ebnjohur shqiptare Parashqevi Simaku ka ndar\u00eb nj\u00eb prej rr\u00ebfimeve m\u00eb t\u00eb ndjera t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, nj\u00eb mesazh drejtuar t\u00eb birit, Luke, me t\u00eb cilin \u00ebsht\u00eb e distancuar prej koh\u00ebsh. Edhe pse n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb k\u00ebtij viti ata pat\u00ebn nj\u00eb takim prek\u00ebs pas gati nj\u00eb dekade larg\u00ebsi, marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnia mes tyre nuk u rikthye dot. Prej atij momenti, thot\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00ebtarja, i biri \u00ebsht\u00eb larguar s\u00ebrish dhe nuk e ka takuar m\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pas nj\u00eb drame familjare q\u00eb e p\u00ebrfshiu vite m\u00eb par\u00eb, Simaku ka kaluar nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs n\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e New York-ut, larg v\u00ebmendjes publike dhe larg djalit t\u00eb saj, me t\u00eb cilin dikur kishte nj\u00eb lidhje t\u00eb pandashme. Sot, ajo e rr\u00ebfen k\u00ebt\u00eb boshll\u00ebk me nj\u00eb dhimbje q\u00eb nuk fshihet dot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb postimin e saj, Simaku shprehet:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cLuke, biri im\u2026 m\u00eb dhemb \u00e7do dit\u00eb kur nuk t\u00eb kam pran\u00eb. Kan\u00eb kaluar 11 muaj q\u00eb nuk t\u00eb kam par\u00eb, dhe kjo erdhi pas gati nj\u00eb dekade q\u00eb nuk e kemi par\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. \u00c7do dit\u00eb pa ty \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb plag\u00eb q\u00eb nuk sh\u00ebrohet. Rrethanat na ndan\u00eb, jo dashuria.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo kujton edhe ato pak biseda telefonike q\u00eb kan\u00eb pasur gjat\u00eb k\u00ebsaj periudhe, t\u00eb cilat, sipas saj, ishin t\u00eb ftohta dhe t\u00eb distancuara, si me nj\u00eb t\u00eb huaj, ndon\u00ebse p\u00ebr t\u00eb \u00e7do fjal\u00eb e tij kishte pesh\u00eb t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb mesazhin e saj prek\u00ebs, k\u00ebng\u00ebtarja rikthehet te momenti i takimit t\u00eb tyre pas shum\u00eb vitesh:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEnde kujtoj momentin kur m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafove \u2014 ishte sikur bota ndaloi p\u00ebr pak \u00e7aste. Aty ndjeva se gjith\u00e7ka kishte kuptim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Megjith\u00eb dhimbjen, Simaku thot\u00eb se nuk mban inat dhe nuk gjykon. Ajo mbetet nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb pret, fal dhe do n\u00eb heshtje:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cNuk t\u00eb mbaj inat, as nuk t\u00eb gjykoj. Vet\u00ebm t\u00eb dua, si\u00e7 di ta doj\u00eb nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb. Edhe n\u00ebse m\u00eb mohon, un\u00eb do t\u00eb jem gjithmon\u00eb n\u00ebna jote, Luke.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo e mbyll mesazhin me nj\u00eb apel t\u00eb but\u00eb, por plot kuptim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cMos harro, biri im, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb edhe ti do t\u00eb b\u00ebhesh prind. At\u00ebher\u00eb do ta kuptosh.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rr\u00ebfimi i Parashqevi Simakut prek, jo vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr ndjenj\u00ebn e nj\u00eb n\u00ebne t\u00eb l\u00ebnduar, por edhe p\u00ebr kok\u00ebfort\u00ebsin\u00eb e dashuris\u00eb prind\u00ebrore, q\u00eb i mbijeton viteve, larg\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe \u00e7do plag\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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K\u00ebng\u00ebtarja e mir\u00ebnjohur shqiptare Parashqevi Simaku ka ndar\u00eb nj\u00eb prej rr\u00ebfimeve m\u00eb t\u00eb ndjera t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj, nj\u00eb mesazh drejtuar t\u00eb birit, Luke, me t\u00eb cilin \u00ebsht\u00eb e distancuar prej koh\u00ebsh. Edhe pse n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb k\u00ebtij viti ata pat\u00ebn nj\u00eb takim prek\u00ebs pas gati nj\u00eb dekade larg\u00ebsi, marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnia mes tyre nuk u rikthye […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":12468,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12467","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-aktualitet"],"yoast_head":"\n